I stand in awe.... I am on my wayyy

This week has its UPS and DOWNS but it definitely has been a busy busy busy week for me. This week, God seems to be telling me to get back to perspective. I am totally convicted that ALL things work together for the GOOD of those who love Him and those who are called by Him. I guess that's what keeps me going, all the time.

No matter what I do, I do it for the Lord and unto the Lord... As long as I remain ENTHUSIASTIC... As long as I remain a YIELDED vessel to Him... God will prosper me, bless me, make me fruitful, give me wisdom, increase my capacity... Yeay! That's His word to me... So... Yes God Yes God Yes Yes God!!!

Today, I felt IT...

Maybe it's a small small seed of desire... a beginning of a dream... is it possible? Like what Ps D preached yesterday... that when the Holy Spirit comes, so will the dreams and visions.... FOR WITH MAN, IT IS IMPOSSIBLE BUT WITH GOD, ALL THINGS ARE POSSIBLE! Me? Who am I?? But the Lord will say ,"As long as U remain yielded..."

We'll see.... we'll see...

AND

Today I met Ps K for the FIRST time for like 5mins face to face... Man, I was nervous. Thank God Ps D was beside me... Ps K is a really strong disciplined leader... I dun think I will ever be like him but I pray, "God help me be MORE like him....!" HAHA! Nevertheless, this is an awesome privilege. Even though I feel kinda intimidated BUT I really am so awed by this privilege. AMAZING...!!!

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Well, this week is really a thinky week for me... But at the end of the week, I thank the Lord for bringing me to this place. I will NEVER EVER fail to be amazed at what God has done and will continue to do through me...

Left overs

I haven't updated my blog for like ages.... I forgot to post some of Nicole's cutie pictures I took of her during our Leader's Outing.. Here're 2 of the photos!




You must be wondering what made her smile like tat? Cookies? Sweets? Noooo.... It's Auntie Jerb!!! (Ya, it's Auntie Jerb who told dear Nicole to show her teeth...) This cutsy baby girl is going to walk down the aisle for the 1st time next May.... as my little flower girl! So if you do see her, try to ask her to walk in a long straight line!

Currently...

Reading:

Anne Rice's Christ The Lord

Listening To:
Local artiste Olivia's Fall in Love with Olivia... Nice light-hearted melodies. She sings in Eng, Chi & Jap in this CD!

Highly recommended!

Keys to my future home!

Haven't updated my blog... that I've gotten my keys to my new flat! When we went to view the flat... it was realli hard for me to imagine how it'll look like next time.


My keys!



Hmmm... Will the keys realli open this door....?? (Silly thot right?!)




Wah Wah Wah! So empty hor.....


So that's just it for now....! By Dec, hopefully the house will be totally transformed into a HOME. A modern contemporary comfy nest for me & Jared everyday we come home. Yeah! :)

E99 @ Waraku & W351 @ Home sweet home!

Just came back from a fun fellowship CG at Waraku Restaurant. Quite different... But fun! We practised what we learned about being encouragers by playing a 1-week Angel & Mortal.

The best part was that we had SEVEN friends! I hope they enjoyed themselves (esp for those 6 who... ahem unintentionally got FOC meals....). Richard... u r so amazingly changed. Thanks for sharing the burden with me! U R realli such a blessing!



We exchanged our gifts and cards (they had to write 3 encouraging things about their mortals) and they had to say aloud 1 good thing about their mortal. Even though I was not in the game, a group of them bought me a cool pair of earrings & a really cute card! Thank you Jon, Bronson, Richard & Ting!




The sweetest thing was when everyone said 1 nice thing about me! REALLI So PAISEH... But... to my E99.... U are ALL very dear to my heart... I pray this CG will be spiritual, united, loving... that it will be so easy for new friends to get integrated! Continue to love God & love people fervently guys & gals!

I can't wait for tml with W351... E99 is fun and cool... but W351 is v v v heart warming... I will update you more about the pot bless & BBQ cg we are going to have tml! (I will try to remember to take photos! Today I brought my new digi cam but i have not developed the habit of snapping away!)... But before that I got to chiong to get a couple of presents for some people... God bless my pockets...

Here are the photos! (uploaded on 30/9)



Joel & Clement... The best friends who are BBQ ICs.


Chef Dennis... He cooked up Peanut Butter sandwich french toast, topped with maple syrup!

Guess who's 1st @ the lunch table??

Us tucking in...Yums!

Jean & me

Louisa & me

Louisa, Jean, Serene, Tash and Yiuloong will be transfering to N317. Hey guys, keep on keeping on!!! From glory to glory!

Living life like this.....

FIVE LOAVES AND TWO FISHES (by Corrinne May)

A little boy of thirteen was on his way to school

He heard a crowd of people laughing and he went to take a look

Thousands were listening to the stories of one man

He spoke with such wisdom, even the kids could understand...

The hours passed so quickly, the day turned into night

Everyone was hungry but there was no food in sight

The boy looked in his lunchbox, at the little that he had

He wasn't sure what good it'd do, there were thousands to be fed...

But he saw the twinkling eyes of Jesus, the kindness in His smile

And the boy cried out with the trust of a child, he said...

"Take my five loaves and two fishes Do with it as You will I surrender

Take my fears, my inhibitions

All my burdens, my ambitions You can use it all To feed them all."...

I often think about that boy when i'm feeling small

And i worry that the work i do means nothing at all

But every single tear i cry is a diamond in His hands

And every door that slams in my face, i will offer up in prayer...

So i'll give You every breath that i have Oh Lord, You can work miracles

All You need is my "Amen"...

So, take my five loaves and two fishes

Do with it as You will I surrender

Take my fears, my inhibitions

All my burdens, my ambitions

You can use it all I hope it's not too small...

I trust in You, i trust in You...